Below, you'll find a link to an eloquent essay about how our emotional state affects our physical bodies. It's so true.
Sometimes, though, when our bodies appear to be misbehaving, it can take a while to tune in and receive the deeper message of our illness. We all have our blind spots, issues we're reluctant to address, and sometimes we're too deeply involved with old patterns to be able to clearly see beyond them.
But it is something you can learn to do, with vigorous self-reflection, meditation, and prayer.
***Warning: personal sharing is about to happen.***
For the past few weeks, I was dealing with this weird, flaky skin that was happening all over my face. I'd never experienced anything like it before. At first, I ignored it and thought it was due to an allergic reaction to some moisturizer or makeup I'd been using. But even when I went without makeup (not that I wear much, anyway, being a country girl these days) it persisted.
It wasn't itchy, it was just like the severely flaky skin you get after you've experienced a sunburn and your skin is starting to heal.
I learned to embrace the world of hypoallergenic moisturizers. Still, even after applying tons of it each day, my skin was just as flaky as ever.
I worried that maybe I was mutating into some alien being, which I didn't want to have happen! But as I meditated and connected with my inner guidance, I got that that wasn't the case. Good.
Then, the humorist in me thought, "Well, I'm used to people calling me a flake, so perhaps my skin took this message a little too literally." But that wasn't it.
There was some redness beneath the flakiness, sort of a strange red floating blotchiness.
I finally started to get that this was all connected to a couple of things that were going on in my life.
My husband/boyfriend/companion-unit has been involved with putting together a workspace for his consultants downstairs in our house, and it's involved a tremendous amount of coordination on both of our parts. For several weeks, we were immersed in setting up computers, coordinating various people from furniture movers to computer network guys coming in to set things up. There was a blur of 10 hour work days and weekends filled with office coordination. Then I was putting together a website for him ASAP, which took a lot of my focus.
I was happy to help with all of that, and since I have my office upstairs, I didn't see any problems with our two businesses getting in the way of each other. But it was stressful getting things going, I had to admit.
So.....my skin was rebelling. There was a lot of anger and anxiousness associated with this rash. I got that part. I worked at trying to release it. I did some healing work on myself, had some healing work done on me, all geared toward acknowledging the anger.
The other part of the equation was interesting. I'm in the process of going much more public about my weird life and my unique perceptions about life, the universe, and everything as I go through some expansion on my website and in my writing work. And I realized that the face is a key component of our public image. We all want to present a good "face" to others. Anxiousness about this more public role and what people's reactions might be to my work was another piece of the puzzle. So I began working to release that.
I did a lot of research online about skin stuff and was relieved that this wasn't any of the bizarre skin diseases that are going around. I didn't have any of those symptoms. No flesh-eating killer bacteria from the Planet Clare, thank God.
Somehow, my intuition was telling me that this was minor, but it also was something I needed to heal for myself.
Finally, I realized that I needed to send a message to my body in a more powerful way that I UNDERSTOOD what it was trying to tell me. I investigated homeopathic treatments for skin rashes and received the guidance that sulphur was the thing I should take for a couple of days.
Sulphur represents fiery stuff, anger, passion, rage, etc. Homeopathic treatments are interesting, because they work in a different way than most Western forms of medicine. Homeopathy works on the principle that you apply treatment by using the SAME THING that the body is experiencing (in my case, the buried rage, which is an energy principle tied to sulphur) and trigger the body into manifesting its OPPOSITE by doing so.
So a homeopathic allergy remedy, if you're allergic to a certain pollen, would contain microscopic amounts of that pollen you're allergic to.....using the principle that the body will now be triggered into an OPPOSITE response.
I'm not a homepathic expert, so forgive my clumsiness with this description. But this is the overall idea, anyway.
So....I started taking the little tablets with microscopic amounts of sulphur in them. With homeopathic remedies, they either work very fast, or you aren't working with the right remedy. Somehow, I knew sulphur was the one. Within two days my rash had subsided 75%. And it's almost gone now. (I only took the homeopathic remedy three days. You're not supposed to take them for very long.)
Lots of lessons learned along the way....about expressing and acknowledging emotional energy.
And, much to my surprise, I discovered that since so much old skin has exfoliated, my skin now has a lovely color to it, and some fine wrinkles are gone. So there you go! The cosmos organized this whole experience perfectly. I can truly put my best face forward now. :)
***End personal sharing***
Okay, you can read below about the energy behind illness and how acknowledging our real emotions and releasing them can be the key to physical health.
http://www.newhopehealthclinic.com/depression_symptoms_emotional_healing_broken_heart.htm